Days

Sometime people get sad
Sometime the're covered by loneliness
Happier in sadness
and lost by a word
Sometime as we started our role
Sometime as we are standing still

Would loneliness be cast away
By the day who'd come next

But even then
Days do come and end
Where we could stand as human
Where we could not end until it's end
Where we could stand up when we fall
Where hope does sliding through tomorrow
For us to keep
Cause we are human
--Mamonto

Dream of Life

Leaving past through century meeting friends, enemy and family
Even just in my mind it felt so real
I want to stay but I can't
Soon I came soon I'll go
Why the past felt so good and the future felt so bad
Why I came if I have to go back

I see the present as I am not there
I've seen the future and I'm afraid to be there
But past..................
Seems so beautiful
I can't imagine I ever live in a place like that
A place of joy and happiness
Where my enemy can be my friend and my friend will not be my enemy
A place...................
I used to know although I can't remember it

I've seen that place in my dreams over and over
I saw my self in that place as a child
but I can't remember it
Is this a place of dreams or this is my past that I miss
This place shows everything
Past, present and future
But why can't I Choose
Where should I be
Where should I live
If my past is my dream and my future is a nightmare
And living in the present doesn't make me happy

I've memories of the future but none of my past
I know about my future
I know what will happen to me
But my past ...........
I hope this day would last forever
the day when I visit this place
But hope is just hope
Some are getting through and some are not
Some will be trouble
Some stays as hope

........................

But after all of that
My past is just my past
I'm not belong in there
I've to be here in the real world
even it felt so bad as nightmare
even if I'm alone with my enemy as my companion
I'm belong here in reality
not in the past or in the future that I saw

I can't bring the past here but I can change the future
to be as I want it to be
to know where i live and
to bring love to my friends and enemy
so my future will not be the same as I saw
Will not be a nightmare
But as dreams of happiness.
--Mamonto, Andrew

My Dream

I want to be a rich man can go to any place I want to
I want to be want I want to be
I want to have what I want to have
I want my dreams to come true
Dreams where my wish come true
Dreams about what I want
Dreams where I can do anything
Dreams where everything is possible
Come over at night and make you happy
But a dream is not always like that
Sometimes come a bad dreams and
Didn't want that to be true
When I sleep I hope a good thing I will be dreaming
But I can't decide what dream that will come to me
Even if it is bad or good.
--Mamonto

Walking in the middle of the night

Walking in the middle of the night
Whisper with the wind and talk to the star
Shall I do that? or shall I'm not?
Winds give me words and stars give me knowledge
but which of those give me happiness?
Shall I Question again?
I guess I have to figure out myself

Walking in the middle of the night
The moon stand on my sight
Give me strength to spend the night
But it doesn't give me happiness
and I guess I have to search for other things

Walking in the middle of the night
Searching for good still found nothing
Doesn't give me anything
I guess nothingness is not what I'm looking for

Walking in the middle of the night
A spot of light in the middle of the forest
Closer I look I found firefly
A creature who create light for others
I guess I have found my answer
Happiness, Create it don't wait for it

Well the night is almost over
I think I'm done for now
I'll walk again tomorrow night.
--A.Mamonto